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Setbacks and Forward Movement

Libra graph

So, this is my Libra graph for the past week, and the primary reason I’ve even silent. There’s a couple things going on here.

Last Saturday morning I felt pretty good. My weight was at an all-time low and it was Cheat Day! 😀 And boy did I cheat – McDonald’s, Chick-Fil-A, and sautéed soft shell crabs at dinner for my Mom’s birthday. The next day I weighed myself (I actually brought my scale to my Mom’s with me), and was a bit shocked. My weight had gone up 5 pounds. Now, I’ve always gained weight after cheat day, and according to Four Hour Body, water weight gain is to be expected. Plus, the weight is lost over the next 48 hours. Except my weight didn’t go down like it has in the past.

I have a couple of theories on what may have happened:

  1. Hormones

Without getting into details, my hormones were definitely in flux at about the time that I had my cheat day. Estrogen and testosterone have direct effects on how the body metabolizes glycogen (something I learned from Why We Get Fat by Gary Taubes, which I’ll talk about in more depth after I finish it).

  1. Exercise

I’m not sure what effect all of the exercising I’m doing has had on my fat loss. Why We Get Fat hypothesizes that exercise can actually hinder fat loss because it increases appetite. I’m not sure how much I buy that, but I will say I’ve been quite the food monster lately. It’s a little strange to go from someone known for never finishing her food to someone who cleans her plate with no problems. (More on this in a minute.)

  1. Proper Bingeing Techniques

In Four Hour Body, there’s a Chapter called “Damage Control”. It’s about how to binge without putting on fat, and I haven’t implemented any of those strategies on Cheat Day. Up until now, I honestly haven’t needed them. I can’t do the supplement stack yet as I lack funds (next week though, it’s on), but I can do some of the other things: consuming citrus juice and caffeine, eating more slowly so my glucose doesn’t spike, and doing low level exercises before and after meals that will encourage my body to use the extra glucose for that instead of sticking it into my fat cells

I’ve done a lot of thinking this week, and came to a few conclusions.

First, I’m sticking with Slow Carb. I’ve looked around at a few other diets (this one in particular…which I can’t do and still tri train, but I may come back to it after training is done), but honestly I haven’t been on this one long enough to really judge whether it works or not. The other thing (something I picked up from here is that I really need to just do the Slow Carb program the way it’s written. No substitutions, no varying, no nothing. Maybe when I’ve reached my first goal I can look at changing some things up. And honestly, I haven’t had any issues eating exactly the way that’s outlined in the book. I guess it’s just a part of my nature to fiddle with things, but that’s coming to an end.

Third, and in direct opposition to what I just said, I may consider splitting my Cheat Day into two Cheat Meals, or at least going from dinner to lunch instead of all in one day. It’s a strategy I first read about in The Fat Yogi as a way to build some flexibility when there’s a special meal during the week that you don’t want to miss. This week I went to Bad Decisions for their Beer ‘N Bacon Happy Hour, and I knew it would be nigh on impossible to limit myself to Slow Carb friendly dishes. So I went ahead a cheated (and it was TOTALLY WORTH IT). I ended up deciding to just keep the party going, and had a cheat breakfast and lunch the next day, with a Slow Carb dinner Friday night. And the thing is I didn’t put on any extra weight. I ate what I wanted – alcohol, white rice, pancakes, sliders, barbecue sauce – and my weight stayed pretty steady. And as of this morning, I’m down almost 3 pounds in 2 days.

Lastly, I realized that if I have to choose between triathlon training and weight loss, I’m choosing triathlon training. The first week of training didn’t seem to effect my weight loss, and as I said earlier, I’m not sure how much it had to do with my week long plateau. But I realized that completing this triathlon is extremely important to me – more important than losing weight. It surprised me a little. I’ve wanted to be thinner/lighter for so long, and tried so many times to do it, and now that the goal may be in my grasp I may be choosing something else. I figure that a) as Tim Ferris says in a later chapter on building muscle: even if you gain a little fat while building your physique, you can always switch back to Slow Carb and lose it later and b) I won’t be training forever. I have my eye on a couple of Fall races (assuming Iron Girl is as awesome as I think it’s going to be and I actually want to do it again), but after that I will take a break from  training and concentrate on other things. Right now I have no plans on being a professional triathlete, so I know that as long as I maintain my fitness level, I’ll be able to pick things up again in the Spring and get ready for the new season.

Relatedly, I’m taking a hard look at my eating as it relates to my training. The beans I eat seem to provide enough carbs for me to complete my workouts without too much trouble, but I know that I may need to start adding small amounts of high quality carbs back into my diet in advance of some of my heavier training days (such as when I have a “brick” workout scheduled, which is when I do two out of three events back-to-back). It may be as simple as consuming meal replacement shake or glucose gel. Also, though Slow Carb doesn’t require calorie counting, I think some amout of tracking is inescapable if I want to be sure I’m getting the right amounts of macronutrients that will keep my body properly fueled. I’ve got to figure out an easy way to do that, as well as not overthink it (which is why I quit doing it in the first place). [Sidenote: there are so many approaches to this seemingly simple question!! I’m guessing I’ll just have to experiment and find what works best for me.]

So here I am, once again rededicated to my cause. There’s a strength training workout in my immediate future and posts about my training, what I’m eating, and a few other things. If you read this far, then thank you! 🙂 I can’t promise I won’t hit another speed bump (and subsequent blogging silence), but I can say I’ll try.

Measurements and status tomorrow!

I Suck at Beginnings

I have a tendency to just hop into things because I’m really bad at starting.  No preparation, no forethought, no real planning. Just do it, and figure the details out later.

That is, until the details become necessary. And then I get trapped by them – bogged down in endless choices that I can never seem to resolve.

That leads me to this blog – both its existence and its reason.

I’m not sure exactly when I got the bright idea to enter a triathlon. For that matter, I’m not sure when I decided I wanted to give “being healthy” another shot. I’m 31, a former smoker, and no stranger to the impulse for self-improvement. I’ve bought books, read blogs, gone to seminars, and generally thrown myself at the brick wall that is making myself into a “better” person, over and over and over again.

The line about insanity being doing the same thing and expecting different results is no less true for its overuse. I’ve been able to stick with an exercise program for a while in the past, and lost a bit of weight. But something always gets in the way – work, school, a lack of time, a lack of motivation. And the choices that do me the least amount of good always seem to be the easiest – go to the gym, or…stay home and play video games. Get up early, or….sleep a few more hours. Cook a healthy meal at home, or…order a cheesesteak or some chicken wings from the delivery place that so graciously stuck a menu in my door.

I knew that this time, I needed a goal – a *big* goal. You would think losing weight or being healthier were good enough goals, but apparently I don’t work that way. I need a finish line. I need something more concrete to strive for. I need competition – even if it is ultimately with myself.

And what better finish line than a triathlon?

Every time I think “I don’t want to do this anymore” or “I can skip just this one time” or “I can have this one treat and it won’t make a difference”, I remind myself that I’ve made a commitment to complete a triathlon, and that everything I’m doing is in service to that goal. And so far, it’s kept me going.

Which leads to the blog. I’ve been posting a training log in the Stronglifts community (which is the weight training plan I’m using), but I’m a talker, and I don’t necessarily think that’s the best place to blather on about my cardio workouts or my travails trying to find a sports bra that has any chance of containing my substantial mammaries. Plus, one can never have too many places to be accountable.

So, welcome, if you are reading this. Come along with me on this path littered with blood, sweat, and hopefully very few tears. Let’s see how deep the rabbit hole goes.